The Trial

 I feel like i want to be scared but I can't, I feel like i should cry uncontrollably but I can't. I feel like I should panick but instead I take a couple of deep breaths while tears roll down my face & in this moment I remember just who you are! That's why I couldn't react in my flesh.

I remembered just who my Lord and Savior is. My Jesus Christ. My bestfriend, my intercessor, my champion , my King who is the King of all Kings.

 I don't know what lies ahead but I do know I will not be by myself. You will be with me in all and through all things. I put all of this into your care. I know that No matter the outcome it will be for my good and your glory. I trust you Lord not the appearance of what lies in front of me but in you. 

All God's people say Amen and send prayers up for me.

The feeling you get when your crush text you first. Lol

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You're WACk!

YOU'RE WACK!!!! I see you talking that spiritual talk but you're wack, I see you talking about changing your ways and crap but you're wack! You lie!, your a user! You couldn't change if you wanted to, you're scum. Who's going to believe you ?

How many times you talk all 'Christian' only to stab someone in the back! Yeah you're wack . You couldn't change if you wanted to...cause remember your wack!

WHY is it that when we see someone trying to change for the better we have to go an remind them of all that cray cray crap they've done. Like they don't already know Instead of us to rejoice in the effort and encouraged the walk, we get even more mad at them for trying, its like we want to say " I told you so " & shout it out to the roof tops.

 Are we not just as responsible for Turning that person AWAY from Christ?Where is God's love in wanting them to fail just so you can say ... ah Ha! I told you so.

This can be hard especially when the person has hurt you. You wouldn't want someones blood on your hands so dont taint there salvation either. 

For me I might not be publicly ready to pat them on the back but I will encourage them through private prayer and fasting. If the Holy Spirit then says "Bunmi go and give a word of encouragement to so and so.... (you know me I might be like ..whattt?!??! Lol but I WILL go.(prayerfully &Hopefully).

Lord help us to break the strongholds of pain, resentment, and hurt. Break every chain, break every chain, break every chain. ......so we can bring more to you.

LOVE

Lord your love makes me so emotional.  I cry sometimes thinking about how much you love me. You know my thoughts, my fears, my sins. .. my journey. Lord your like that mom that rushes to the aid of a child who falls and hurts themselves with kleenexs, a huge Hug with the assurance that it might hurt now but that you're here and it will be okay.  Lord your that kleenex of my life. I can't stop crying.  I love you so much but my actions doesn't always show it.  Love is such a Powerful force.  When I think of the goodness you have done for me... Thank you Jesus Thank you.

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Sunday's Sermon and Intimacy Anorexia

Pastor Keith Battle preach an amazing sermon this past Sunday about Intimacy Anorexia, and the 4 stages of things that occur in ones life that could lead them to suffer from this and the effects of how that plays into a marriage.

Usually when he does a marriage series I listen but I tune out bc I'm not married lol, but God so good this message pierced my heart. The lord made it so that I was incapable of tuning out.

Remember that part in that movie The Maid when the lady said " you is smart, you is good and you is impotant" (sidenote I know an r goes there but that's how she said it lol) 

I remember growing up an not living in an atmosphere of praise and the effects that had on me through out my young adult life and it just dawned on me that since my niece Mekayla was born ..there has NEVER  been a day that I didn't tell her that " I love you, I'm proud of you, that you can accomplish anything you set your mind to  bc christ is in and with you.  That coming from just 1 out of 5 aunts  the rest of my sisters, her mother and her grandmother reaffirms her just as much if not more so.

Creating atmosphere of praise is Important especially in your home.

I found myself physically growing up but still having to go back into my past to deal and heal the hurts so I could have a better quality of life.

I could literally talk about this all morning but visit zionchurch online and watch the latest sermon its about 36 mins long its worth the watch.

Much love thanks for letting me overshare. God bless♥

Below is the book that inspired Sunday sermon.